Go to sleep at 2am, wake up at 3/4/5am, cry, build bicycle/pillow/cork board/laundry rack fort, cry back to sleep, wake up at 8am, cry, disassemble what’s left of fort, feed the monster, crawl back to bed, stare at blurry ceiling like sad china girl…

This asshole takes down my forts and scratches at the door all night. If let him in the room, he chews all the cords, knocks things over and attacks my feet… can’t sleep, Gus will eat me. What to do?
(He’s so cute.)
omy. is he neutered? gus–DEKK!! no feather toys for you.
this is why i am glad our cat is part-street cat. if we lock him out, he finds another home. i know, sad. but i get to sleep. :( im a bad cat mama.