so i’m getting this sense of restlessness
dissatisfaction with life
yoiu have all this creative energy
but it’s suppressed by the lack of opportunity to go out
you’re not challenged
your brain wanders to a better place, an ideal place, where you think you will be satisfied
but will you?
you want to be taken care of
but you’ve grown
accustomed to having to do it yourself
which you might resent
even though it has benefitted you
you prefer to be just a girl
but you can’t
and that bothers you